daily notes
huge spider on my door. duck taped the lower part to keep him on the other side.
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oats and eggs for breakfast. my stomach hurts.
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i haven’t had any coffee since last week. weird.
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my table currently looks like a big mess. but in a very particular way.
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‘ Gilbert u treat the world as if it were a crystal ball ‘
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heavily overstimulated. yet brain melted and slowed. i con not feel the words anymore. the language inside me is dead and wasted.
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another spider in my bathroom.
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cannot find even one fiction book in my archives. devastated. should i start reading classics?
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feeling a bit unwell
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how do you fill your mind with pleasant things? i feel like it became too cluttered…